Ghosts

I was asked one time by Dori if I believed in Ghosts.. I don't necessarily believe in ghost as more apparitions. I can go back to a place she and I went and see us. I see where her car was parked, what we did. time of the year, what we were wearing. Its uncanny. I can see the faint outline etc. I don't know, maybe I am losing my fucking mind. It is possible Ya know!

I am working more and more to be stronger. I am seeing a good therapist that has opened my eyes to a lot. I know it wasn't right, I accept. I am moving on. dating... its been a very bipolar type situation. 1. I don't feel the person. 2. they like me too much. I know I am a good catch. hell, who wouldn't this man (Ok, I am fucking around).

Anyway, my theory on ghosts, and apparitions, they do exist. I saw one today in the parking lot of Pappasitos. I remember walking her down the stairs after dinner with a bunch of my friends. I remember kissing her behind the car, and feeling it in my heart.

God, I sound like a fucking nut. I really do.

This is weird, I have to move on..